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Lately my eyes have felt heavy

Yet I have no courage to say Why 

Or even How...I've Gotten to this point 

But I'm Here

Through my mistakes and my faults

It's just this time it wasn't Me

Yet...It was me, but intentionally

And the reason I feel 

Was due to my actions

See..I let it go to far even tho I knew it was wrong

I began to lie to myself and look for a reason to make it right 

Though..I knew after all I said before

My actions have made me contradict myself & become

What I once thought I could never be & again what once was

Naive, Soft, & a Hypocrite...in the eyes of others

So with my mistake came my lesson..the second time around

A lesson i'll neva forget and one that will eva haunt me

One I wish to go away, but yet I kno it wouldn't

And now this lesson has left me lost, embarrassed, and afraid 

Of my future...my once close friend...and my pride