Last Of My Letters

Over time I've felt & wrote letters of love to my unknown lover
As I've hid my feelings to myself
but not to the world
I've spoke through my actions & confused myself
I've grown to love & hurt myself
Now I remain here to myself...
Played a fool & thought it'll work itself out..
Thought I'd pray for better in hopes to receive you...
What's lost never was...but what's ever to be gained was more than enough...
your touch, your smile, your walk....
what's not to love or keep my open...
whats not to make me feel this pain..of lost...
but smile in memories as I hear your name..
what's not to help me grow & even learn...as time has come for you to go..
I've moved on & you've grow close...to your past..
Not wanting you to go there I must let go..
because it's I that can't control your emotions but you that has them and for that I must let you live & let go.......
but i'll always consider you to be my most precious lover even if you'll never know