My Nightmare

Scared to sleep I fear the night that dream come true

That dream I've been having for days & days

That dream that just will not go away 

The same dream that will be my living nightmare

And the one that makes my stomach....

You fill it in...

The light...The truth...And the mystery...

Wants me to finish this...

Yet I can't for..thinking of that dream

Just makes me feel too sick

Thoughts of Poetry

Poetry is da thought that moves through ur body..da soul dat lifts ur spirit.....its da wonders of life and desires of man....poetry is what you make it...yet always in rhythm...its love dat fills da heart....its my music..my dreams..my actions..my everything...for it teaches knowledge to da unknown...brings variety to da close minded...it speaks to you...it heals you...appreciates you and loves you...poetry is life which will never die but grow stronger day by day...

 

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Lately my eyes have felt heavy

Yet I have no courage to say Why 

Or even How...I've Gotten to this point 

But I'm Here

Through my mistakes and my faults

It's just this time it wasn't Me

Yet...It was me, but intentionally

And the reason I feel 

Was due to my actions

See..I let it go to far even tho I knew it was wrong

I began to lie to myself and look for a reason to make it right 

Though..I knew after all I said before

My actions have made me contradict myself & become

What I once thought I could never be & again what once was

Naive, Soft, & a Hypocrite...in the eyes of others

So with my mistake came my lesson..the second time around

A lesson i'll neva forget and one that will eva haunt me

One I wish to go away, but yet I kno it wouldn't

And now this lesson has left me lost, embarrassed, and afraid 

Of my future...my once close friend...and my pride